So i went to chinese food with my dad adn the guy came up with our check and the fortune cookies and was all like "you better get good ones" and so my dad read his and it was like the next month will be full of greatness or some thing uplifting and delightful like that and mine was " the only sure thing about luck is that it changes" and i mean i dont really believe in any of that cuz duh.. but i mean idk it was just kind of deep. cuz lately i have no idea what kind of luck ive had and i want changes in my life in ways in everything.
Of course the next night i was at work adn it was tuesdya whihc means we were selling a shit lot of chicken and we didnt have enough for like 2 hours, and cuz we were boiling out the small fryer andddint have it. But i went on break and came back and we could use it again which was fine and dandy. So i was talking to elyse about who should do dish and i look back there and started freaking cuz there was fire shooting out of the back of it. And me and this other girl heather were like slowly backing away from the deli area cuz elyse was using an extinguisher and we were like shit is that what she's supposed to be using oh god were gonna blow up. Then a customer came in back and put it out for us so that was eventual of him.
haha funny side note i read the stephen king short story "everything's eventual" and the guy uses eventual instead of awesome and i totallly want to start using it. so be warned sometimes when i say eventual thats what i may mean.
Uggh i fear the fact that what im doing may just go so badly.... who knows if you know what im talking about but if you do then reassure me more thats its not gonna end badly. plus i know pretty certaintly that im going to do it which is scary and as karisa puts it " your getting butterflies that make you want to throw up" which is exactly it. And i had the perfect oppurtunity and i just let it pass cuz i completely chickened out and now i dont know when its going to happen cuz i was messed up with time last night. but it will happen its jsut a matter of time and i hate waiting. I mean i want to wait in case it goes badly but i want to get it over with at the same time. it has this chance to be completely anticlimactic, really awesome or just really horrible. I'm hoping for the first two but who knows. I rarely get what i want. maybe my luck will change for the good. ha.
Woah i just blogged that was wierd you better comment.
Of course the next night i was at work adn it was tuesdya whihc means we were selling a shit lot of chicken and we didnt have enough for like 2 hours, and cuz we were boiling out the small fryer andddint have it. But i went on break and came back and we could use it again which was fine and dandy. So i was talking to elyse about who should do dish and i look back there and started freaking cuz there was fire shooting out of the back of it. And me and this other girl heather were like slowly backing away from the deli area cuz elyse was using an extinguisher and we were like shit is that what she's supposed to be using oh god were gonna blow up. Then a customer came in back and put it out for us so that was eventual of him.
haha funny side note i read the stephen king short story "everything's eventual" and the guy uses eventual instead of awesome and i totallly want to start using it. so be warned sometimes when i say eventual thats what i may mean.
Uggh i fear the fact that what im doing may just go so badly.... who knows if you know what im talking about but if you do then reassure me more thats its not gonna end badly. plus i know pretty certaintly that im going to do it which is scary and as karisa puts it " your getting butterflies that make you want to throw up" which is exactly it. And i had the perfect oppurtunity and i just let it pass cuz i completely chickened out and now i dont know when its going to happen cuz i was messed up with time last night. but it will happen its jsut a matter of time and i hate waiting. I mean i want to wait in case it goes badly but i want to get it over with at the same time. it has this chance to be completely anticlimactic, really awesome or just really horrible. I'm hoping for the first two but who knows. I rarely get what i want. maybe my luck will change for the good. ha.
Woah i just blogged that was wierd you better comment.
- Mood:
sleepy
So ive been told i never update this and should.. um lets see i just watched hoodwinked kinda funny.. haha and umm i work at superone which isnt too hellish well kinda cuz tis still work. and i go to school so thats fun i guess. but yea thats life. Im bored and its late.. so yay for being up cuz honeslty who sleeps. haha
- Mood:awake
You Know You're Addicted to Buffy When... |
You look at pieces of wood, deciding if they would make a good stake You decide that you will only see your boyfriend at night and in the graveyard "A happy slayer is a good slayer" becomes your motto You have the whole collection of Buffy T-shirts But you won't wear them - you want to keep them in mint condition. You've taken up karate and practise your Buffy moves regularly You refuse to go out after dark... just in case You have suddenly taken a liking to tweed You start calling your boyfriend Angel You prefer to watch Buffy alone because other people just "don't get it" You find yourself quoting the show several times a day You go shopping for clothes and only purchase things that have appeared on the show You always say the words "the wacky", "wiggins" and "a happy" All your user names on the internet are "Willow" You start hanging around libraries You love to hack into the coroners office You have either a cross necklace or a Claddaugh ring You decide the graveyard is really cool hangout You look at abandon warehouses in a whole new light You never invite anyone into your house after dark You find yourself in a situation and say "This is something Xander would do" You are secretly in love with your best friend Your licence plates read "Queen C" You think "Too much Buffy? Never!" You name your puppy Willow or Xander You recite Amy's rat-turning spell when in the company of your older brother You demand that people call you Buffy Every time you step out of the shower you say "I seem to be having an extreem case of nudity" You appoint yourself a watcher and choose someone to study/train etc. You stay away from your teacher just incase they turn out to be prey-matis' Your room looks like a shrine, you have Buffy posters as wallpaper, a Buffy bedspread, curtains etc. You won't take cookies or mini pizza's from your Mom's new boyfriend You find a whole new liking for miniture golfing You hear that song "I hope you dance" and think of fighting Faith You cried two hours after the fifth season finale of Buffy was over because she died even though you know she is coming back. You pondered becoming a vengance demon after your last breakup. You own enough Buffy comics and novels to have your bedroom be considered a fire hazard. You won't go out past sunset unless armed to the teeth with stakes, crosses, and holy water. You have crosses nailed over every window and door. You start tracking the local murder rates after a new girl moves into town. You read all the occult books in the school library searching for the Watcher diaries. To you, sexual protection isn't birth control, it's making sure you're partner is human. You practice sticking thumbtacks through houseflies and mosquitos--"Just to be safe." You perform the reverse invitation spell after every visit from some person you haven't recently seen in sunlight. You insist on traveling from class to class via the ceiling. You try to exorcise the possessing hyena spirit when your best friend gets PMS. You cast a gypsy soul curse on the sadistic principal who gave you a suspension. You whittle wooden stakes. You kick doors open. You carry around a stake, just in case. You take long walks in the cemetery at night. You have a strange fear of hospitals. You don't complain about going to church anymore because you remember that your supply of Holy Water is running kind of low. You wear crosses every day and have a vast selection of them. You never verbally invite anyone into your home. You keep all your important information on yellow disks. You avoid fraternity parties. As a rule you don't like to be surprised. Your friends are fearful that if they call during "Buffy Hour" they'll be in for a long lecture the next day. You bookmark the Coroner's Office Web Site as a favorite place. When you hear that there's a new librarian at your school, you slam open the doors of the library and yell; "Okay. What's the sitch?". You can recite a whole Buffy episode(s). You wallpaper your room with pictures of the Buffy cast and complain when there isn't enough space to put them all up. You ask a priest to bless your bottle of Perrier. Just for the hell of it, you enter Moloch into several search engines. You name your doll Miss Edith. You let your bird die of starvation. You paint your nails like Drusilla. When your brother comes back from the zoo, you won't let him in the house. The only way you know how to say the word bitch is 'bitca'. You get your hair cut like Buffy's and your hairdresser keeps remarking that the picture you show her (for your haircut) looks oddly familiar. Whenever you quote Buffy Verse, you laugh hysterically while your friends stare at you like you've grown another ear. You always protest that Buffy is NOT a ditz's name. When watching a new Buffy episode, people gawk at you when you manage to say the actor's lines right before they do. You can't think of a thing to talk about with people who have never watched a Buffy episode. You spend hours on the net looking for new Buffy pictures. You get really really excited whenever you do find any new pictures. You sit on a grave twirling a yo-yo and say: "Come on, rise and shine. Some of us have a ton of trig homework waiting at home." You look for padlocked sewer access systems in mausoleums. You decide to be Buffy for Halloween but your friends don't notice a change. You own everything possible with the words Buffy the Vampire Slayer on them. You get wigged out by mimes and dummies. You have a chest in your room with a fake bottom that contains garlic, stakes, holy water and crosses. You freak whenever you have a substitute biology teacher. You never go out with your boyfriend on the night of the full moon. You avoid supposedly empty warehouses. You have a fear of railroad spikes. You punish your dolls. You get a wheelchair just so that you can be called "Roller Boy". You never have sex with your boyfriend for fear of what might happen to him. You take up tae kwon do, kick boxing, karate, street fighting and gymnastics. You eye your librarian to see if they're trying to tell you that you're the next Slayer. You sleep with a stake under your pillow. You sneak out of your bedroom window at night and hang out at the park because you've heard that several people have died there lately of exsanguination. You're horrified of people who have never even heard of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. You want to kill people who dis the show. You dream of past lives as a Slayer. Whenever you have a dream and you see your friend in it you run up to them the next day and choke them as you shout: "What do you know?". You never sign in someone's yearbook "Have a nice summer!". You don't like to use the word Master. You write Buffy FanFic. You date men whom you meet in dark alleys (but only after kicking them in the head). You bring a fire extinguisher to cheerleading tryouts. You get nominated at school as "Person Most Likely To Be The Next Slayer". You buy knee-high boots. You get five holes pierced in each ear. You're on a first name basis with all the actors of BtVS except that you've never met them. Though they used to appreciate your interest, the actors on BtVs are now scared to death of you. You check people's lockers to make sure they don't have any books such as 'Gray's Anatomy' and 'Mortician Desk Reference'. You read a Buffy transcript at least once a day. You befriend a computer genius and her dorky friend. You file complaints that the substitute biology teacher is harassing you. When asked what your hobbies are you answer; "Slay...slay...slave to the television". As far as you are concerned, Buffy and co. are actual people. You drive to California to look for Sunnydale, you dial operator and ask him where it is, operator says there is no such place and you yell back at him that he's probably in league with some demons to keep you out of Sunnydale. You enroll at Torrance High School. All the actors on the show are shown a picture of you and are told to stay away at all costs. When asked what you'll do when you're older you answer either dead or it's already been 'sealed in fate'. You tape all Buffy episodes, then retape them so they're in chronological order. You buy all the CDs of songs that have ever been on Buffy. You've been to all 1000 or so Buffy sites on the net. You legally change your name to Buffy Anne Summers (or another character from the show). You practically had a nervous breakdown when the series ended. You cannot remember what you did with your life before Buffy. Your motto is 'Life is short' or 'Seize the day'. You never bring your date to the morgue. When buying your Halloween costume you make sure it's something you'd like to be in real life. You always beat up a snitch. You nail crucifixes to your wall. You needed to visit a grief counselor when Tara died. You make sure your parents never come to Parent-Teacher night at school. You watch, mock and laugh at talent shows. When given an egg for parenting in Sex Ed class you boil it or smash it with something heavy. You're frightened of cheerleader wannabes. You avoid saunas, who knows what they put in the steam? You don't let people with long fingernails get too close to your throat. You use a Thesulan Orb as a paperweight. Whenever there's a Sadie Hawkins dance at school you lock yourself in your room. You refuse to buy any candy being sold by the band at school. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Buffy. |
- Mood:
amused - Music:another brick in the wall...
Its sad cuase there so true... tehe
You Know You're From Minnesota When... |
The weather is usually 80% of your conversation. When you say "down south" you're referring to Iowa. You call highways "freeways." Snow tires came standard on your car. You've never taken public transportation. 75% of your graduating high school class went to the University of Minnesota. "Perkins" was the only hangout option in high school. You assume when you say "The Cities" people know where you're talking about. You can list all the "-dales." People from other states love to hear you say words with "o"s in them. In a conversation you've heard someone say "yah sure, you betcha" and you didn't laugh. You could pinpoint exactly where each scene in the movie "Untamed Heart" was filmed. You hate the movie "Fargo" but realize you and your entire family have that same accent. You get mad at people who think Fargo is in Minnesota. You know what Mille Lacs is and how to spell it. You have fish boiled in lye for Christmas. You know what "uff-da" means and how to use it properly. You know the 2 sports-related reasons why we hate Dallas. Nothing gets you madder than seeing a Green Bay sticker on a MN car. The only reason you go to Wisconsin is to get fireworks. You're a loyal Target shopper. You've frozen your tongue on a metal handrail before. You own an ice house, a snowmobile, and a 4 wheel drive vehicle. You wear shorts when it's 50 degrees outside in March, but you bundle up and complain in August when it goes below 60. You have gone trick-or-treating in 3 feet of snow. You've not only walked across a lake, you've driven across one. Everyone you know has a cabin or, at least, access to one. You know that Lake Wobegon isn't real and you know who made it up, where they live, and exactly what you want to do about it. You have friends who schedule their wedding in the middle of January without a thought about weather conditions. You consider a six inch snowfall a blessing for "the cities" because it provides instant urban renewal. You keep the snow tires on your truck all year because it ain't worth taking them off for only two months. Your local Dairy Queen is closed from December through February. You believe the only REAL vehicles have skis in front and a loud motor under your seat. You consider snow banks to be "just another rough" on the golf course. You have worn shorts and a parka at the same time. You were delighted to get a miniature snow shovel for your 3rd birthday. Your town isn't trying to be ironic when it plans a "winter carnival." The temperature in March is above freezing for three days in a row, and you think it's summer. You laugh out loud every time you see a news report about a blizzard shutting down the entire East Coast. You think happiness is owning a "piece of lakeshore." You never meet any celebrities except The "BODY" You know what and where "Dinkytown" is. When you talk about "opener" you are not talking about cans. You have refused to buy something because it's too "spendy." You believe that the Vikings would have won four Super Bowls by now if they were still playing in Metropolitan Stadium. You are convinced the Twins will never win the pennant because the owners are too cheap to pay the good players, so they all leave. Your town has an equal number of bars and churches. You grew up thinking rice was only for dessert. You think that ketchup is a little too spicy. Your gas station thinks "full service" means filling your gas tank, washing the windshield, checking the oil and being friendly to the customers. You (or your parents) voted for Mondale. You've seen "The Rocky Horror Picture Show" in Uptown. You know that everyone has a city preference -- Minneapolis or St. Paul. You can honestly claim Germanic / Scandinavian ancestors, and have been known to say "ya" instead of "yes" Upon seeing an ocean for the first time, you say, "Hey! That looks like Lake Superior!" You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Minnesota. |
Stolen from Hawaiikidsurfer and then i stole it from ficjunkie... muahhahah so evil
Survey
* Your gender: female
* Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
* Your age: 18
* Age you act: depends on who i'm with like 5 with my sister, adn 20 something with everyone else
* Age you wish you were: little it was easier back then
* Your height: 5'1
* Eye color: green
* Happy with it?: sure they freak everyone out
* Hair color: brown, freakish blonde highlights
* Happy with it?: i suppose
* Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
* Your living arrangement: bed
* Your family: parents, older brother, younger sister
* Have any pets?: 1 kitty
* What's your job?: mm job what is this you speak of is it candy
* Piercings?: tongue in like less than a week
* Tattoos?: none
* Obsessions?: Buffy, Angel, Firefly, Serenity, James, Joss, anything even remotely related to any of those
* Addictions?: fic, previously named obsessions, making people crazed
* Do you speak another language?: used to speak french.. i forgot
* Have a favorite quote?: "Just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean they arent after you." one of many
* Do you have a webpage?: way to much work
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
* Do you live in the moment?: sure
* Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i suppose
* Do you have any secrets?: wouldn't you like to know... ok seriously who doesn't
* Do you hate yourself?: who doesn't
* Do you like your handwriting?: it's all right.. in the way that it sucks
* Do you have any bad habits?: nail biting
* What is the compliment you get from most people?: ...crazy much?
* If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "the movie noone will ever go to see"
* What's your biggest fear?: being alone
* Can you sing?: only if i'm alone or the music is really loud and noone can hear
* Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: and that would serve what purpose?... and for those of you who don't understand..no
* Are you a loner?: my one dream
* What are your #1 priority in life?: surviving
* If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no
* Are you a daredevil?: if i had more oppurtunities i would be more so but i live in the land of nothing so its rather difficult with no money
* Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: does everything work.. or all my friends will realize how horrid i am and leave me
* Are you passive or agressive?: passive
* Do you have a journal?: not particuallarly nothing to write about
* What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: good listener?... Weakness:no initiative
* If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: body
* Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I pretend.. some stuff kills me emotionally though
* Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: dumping someone when i had the chance well the first time
* Do you think life has been good so far?: compared to others yes
* What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: do more.. when you have the chance
* What do you like the most about your body?: eyes
* And least?: tummy
* Do you think you are good looking?: sorta
* Are you confident?: ha... not really, i fear failure
* What is the fictional character you are most like: Willow before she became all confident
* Are you perceived wrongly?: yea.. most people don't know the real me at all
Do You...
* Smoke?: no.
* Do drugs?: ..if i have the chance
* Read the newspaper?: sometimes.. mostly when im really bored or the sunday comics they crack me up
* Pray?: there is no god hence no praying
* Go to church?: to tell the people there its a giant cult... my mom stopped forcing me to go after that and i was only talking to her
* Talk to strangers who IM you?: ...not somuch
* Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
* Take walks in the rain?: if its pouring and i am in a good mood at the time
* Talk to people even though you hate them?: ya but then i cant be evil and ignore
* Drive?: yes my crappy car
* Like to drive fast?: ya but i never pay attention to my speed so its not really my fault... i think i like the peril danger its good times
Would or Have You Ever?
* Liked your voice?: ya
* Hurt yourself?: ya
* Been out of the country?: yuppers
* Eaten something that made other people sick?: ya.
* Been in love?: ya it sucked
* Done drugs?: weed, but other than that...
* Gone skinny dipping?: no
* Had a medical emergency?: yup
* Had surgery?: stitches adn when i was born but do those really count .. i dont think so
* Ran away from home?: no
* Played strip poker?: no
* Gotten beaten up?: no
* Beaten someone up?: no
* Been picked on?: im to sweet and innocent
* Been on stage?: yes
* Slept outdoors?: yes
* Thought about suicide?: yes
* Pulled an all nighter?: yes
* If yes, what is your record?:didnt pay attention
* Gone one day without food?: yup
* Talked on the phone all night?: yepppers
* Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yes
* Slept all day?: yes those are the days
* Killed someone?: plotted..
* Made out with a stranger?: ya but i was drunk cut me some slack
* Had sex with a stranger?: almost, drunk, really good best friend... hence the best
* Thought you're going crazy?: i am already
* Kissed the same sex?: yes
* Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
* Been betrayed?: yes
* Had a dream that came true?: ya met James or at least in the same room and he was all there and beatiful... ahhh
* Broken the law?: yup
* Met a famous person?: *grin* yes indeed. James Marsters *swoon*
* Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: not that i know of .. why bring up evil stuff liek that
* On purpose?: no
* Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: ya but im stupid so stuff slips out
* Stolen anything?: yep
* Been on radio/tv?: yep... when i was little i was the background to the weather thing... it was crzy cuase a guy just came by my house when i was sledding with my brother and asked my mom if they could film us...it was creepy when we didnt know who it was and he just kinda got out of his truck thing.. iwas liek 5 creepy indeed
* Been in a mosh-pit?: yup
* Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
* Bungee jumped?: no
* Had a dream that kept coming back?: ya... hate that
Beliefs
* Believe in life on other planets?: suretently
* Miracles?: not so much
* Astrology?: sure... cancer.. ironic when you think about it
* Magic?: gotta believe in something
* God?: no
* Satan?: no but fun to be evil to the ones that do
* Santa?: im not 5 so not so much
* Ghosts?: ya
* Luck?: only the bad kind
* Love at first sight?: no, maybe at second or third... ya have to at least talk to them
* Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
* Witches?: yep
* Easter bunny?: no
* Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: no
* Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yes... i try to be optimistic
* Do you wish on stars?: wishing is for crazies... i gave up on that a long time ago
Deep Theological Questions
* Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
* Do you think God has a gender?: NO
* Do you believe in organized religion?: no its a cult
* Where do you think we go when we die?: dunno
Friends
* Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yup
* Who is your best friend?: plural, Colleen, Karisa, Kyle.
* Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Colleen
* What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: that breaking up with someone was the best idea
* Your favorite inside joke?: little hand
* Thing you're picked on most about?: ditzy, blonde, short, memory that doesn't exist.
* Who's your longest known friend?: Katie
* Talking to? noone... Colleen disappeared
* Newest?: Luke
* Sweetest?: Kyle
* Closest?: Colleen and Karisa
* Smartest?: Karisa
* Ditziest?: Karisa
* Friends you miss being close to the most?: Katie
* Last person you talked to online?: Colleen
* Who do you talk to most online?: Karisa
* Who are you on the phone with most?: Colleen/Karisa
* Who do you trust most?: Colleen/Karisa/Kyle
* Who listens to your problems?: I try not to tell people about it... to much to talk about
* Who do you fight most with?: noone..ihate fights
* Who's the nicest?: Kyle
* Who's the most outgoing?: Karisa
* Who's the best singer?:... who knows
* Who's on your shit-list?: Ashlee, everyone im not friends with
* Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes
* Who's your second family?: prolly Colleen's im like her sister
* Do you always feel understood?: ha no
* Who's the loudest friend?: Jamie
* Do you trust others easily?: not so much... i learned aobut that one the hardway
* Who's house were you last at?: Colleens
* Do your friends know you?: the parts i show them...
* Friend that lives farthest away: Katie
Love and All That
* Do you consider love a mistake?: no.. it just happens
* What do you find romantic?: night... just the two of us
* Turn-on?: hotness, evilness, not to me just in general so like a badboy thing....
* Turn-off?:...uncofidence, evil to me, a person who changes constantly
* First kiss?:Jake a kid i was into for a long time
* If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating
you, how would you feel?: evil... cuase i wouldnt go out with him
* Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or
going: knowing
* Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for
a girl to ask a guy out: it pretty much is, but notreally
* Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone
physically unattractive: to some people... but not to me so no i guess not
* Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some say so but i feel like there liars.. kinda unsure
*What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they cheat
* What's the last present someone gave you?: Alittle stuffed bear
* Are you in love?: no...
Who Was the Last Person...
* That haunted you?: my self
* You wanted to kill?: brother.. he was drunk and wouldn't shut up when i was trying to watch a movie.. argh
* That you laughed at?: my mother... shes retarded..not actually just old and doesnt understand
* That laughed at you?: ... dont rightly remember
* That turned you on?: James.. he was singing
* That broke your heart?: Matt
* To disappoint you? Me
* To ask you out?: Kyle... jsut to prom.. so um
* To make you cry?: This damn book i was reading it was freakin angsty 2 people ive been reading aobut for like a over half my life in this series died
* To brighten up your day?: Colleen.... mmm billy idol
* That you thought about?: Colleen.. where did you go
* You saw a movie with?: Karisa and Colleen... and it was the advanced screening of Serenity! hell yeah!
* You talked to on the phone?: Colleen
* You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Colleen
* You saw?: My mum
* You lost?: Alex
Right This Moment...
* Are you going out?: not so much
* Will it be with your significant other?: not so much
* Or some random person?: again,not so much
* What are you wearing right now?: red sweatpants, blue long sleeve shirt... middle of summer i know but chilly basement
* Body part you're touching right now: my other fingers... my hand was in a fist when i read the question
* What are you worried about right now?: what i worry about all the time... evertyhign.. but mostly dissapointing a friend i havent seen since last summer
* What book are you reading?: The book of fours
* What's on your mousepad?: Crazy thing from my credit union
* Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: thirsty, worried, soar, bored, rueing i crossed you
* Are you bored?: ya
* Are you tired?: not really
* Are you talking to anyone online?: no
* Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
* Are you lonely or content?: lonely and content
* Are you listening to music?: yes a media player on shuffle is veryones friend
argh i did the long one it was ok... but it took a long time... and im chillier since i mentioned the chilliness of the basement dang quiz.... well off to read more fic i feel all accomplished for finishing this.. i need a reward of fic... hahha
Survey
* Your gender: female
* Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
* Your age: 18
* Age you act: depends on who i'm with like 5 with my sister, adn 20 something with everyone else
* Age you wish you were: little it was easier back then
* Your height: 5'1
* Eye color: green
* Happy with it?: sure they freak everyone out
* Hair color: brown, freakish blonde highlights
* Happy with it?: i suppose
* Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty
* Your living arrangement: bed
* Your family: parents, older brother, younger sister
* Have any pets?: 1 kitty
* What's your job?: mm job what is this you speak of is it candy
* Piercings?: tongue in like less than a week
* Tattoos?: none
* Obsessions?: Buffy, Angel, Firefly, Serenity, James, Joss, anything even remotely related to any of those
* Addictions?: fic, previously named obsessions, making people crazed
* Do you speak another language?: used to speak french.. i forgot
* Have a favorite quote?: "Just because you're paranoid, doesn't mean they arent after you." one of many
* Do you have a webpage?: way to much work
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
* Do you live in the moment?: sure
* Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: i suppose
* Do you have any secrets?: wouldn't you like to know... ok seriously who doesn't
* Do you hate yourself?: who doesn't
* Do you like your handwriting?: it's all right.. in the way that it sucks
* Do you have any bad habits?: nail biting
* What is the compliment you get from most people?: ...crazy much?
* If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "the movie noone will ever go to see"
* What's your biggest fear?: being alone
* Can you sing?: only if i'm alone or the music is really loud and noone can hear
* Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: and that would serve what purpose?... and for those of you who don't understand..no
* Are you a loner?: my one dream
* What are your #1 priority in life?: surviving
* If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no
* Are you a daredevil?: if i had more oppurtunities i would be more so but i live in the land of nothing so its rather difficult with no money
* Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: does everything work.. or all my friends will realize how horrid i am and leave me
* Are you passive or agressive?: passive
* Do you have a journal?: not particuallarly nothing to write about
* What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: good listener?... Weakness:no initiative
* If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: body
* Do you think you are emotionally strong?: I pretend.. some stuff kills me emotionally though
* Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: dumping someone when i had the chance well the first time
* Do you think life has been good so far?: compared to others yes
* What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: do more.. when you have the chance
* What do you like the most about your body?: eyes
* And least?: tummy
* Do you think you are good looking?: sorta
* Are you confident?: ha... not really, i fear failure
* What is the fictional character you are most like: Willow before she became all confident
* Are you perceived wrongly?: yea.. most people don't know the real me at all
Do You...
* Smoke?: no.
* Do drugs?: ..if i have the chance
* Read the newspaper?: sometimes.. mostly when im really bored or the sunday comics they crack me up
* Pray?: there is no god hence no praying
* Go to church?: to tell the people there its a giant cult... my mom stopped forcing me to go after that and i was only talking to her
* Talk to strangers who IM you?: ...not somuch
* Sleep with stuffed animals?: no
* Take walks in the rain?: if its pouring and i am in a good mood at the time
* Talk to people even though you hate them?: ya but then i cant be evil and ignore
* Drive?: yes my crappy car
* Like to drive fast?: ya but i never pay attention to my speed so its not really my fault... i think i like the peril danger its good times
Would or Have You Ever?
* Liked your voice?: ya
* Hurt yourself?: ya
* Been out of the country?: yuppers
* Eaten something that made other people sick?: ya.
* Been in love?: ya it sucked
* Done drugs?: weed, but other than that...
* Gone skinny dipping?: no
* Had a medical emergency?: yup
* Had surgery?: stitches adn when i was born but do those really count .. i dont think so
* Ran away from home?: no
* Played strip poker?: no
* Gotten beaten up?: no
* Beaten someone up?: no
* Been picked on?: im to sweet and innocent
* Been on stage?: yes
* Slept outdoors?: yes
* Thought about suicide?: yes
* Pulled an all nighter?: yes
* If yes, what is your record?:didnt pay attention
* Gone one day without food?: yup
* Talked on the phone all night?: yepppers
* Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:yes
* Slept all day?: yes those are the days
* Killed someone?: plotted..
* Made out with a stranger?: ya but i was drunk cut me some slack
* Had sex with a stranger?: almost, drunk, really good best friend... hence the best
* Thought you're going crazy?: i am already
* Kissed the same sex?: yes
* Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
* Been betrayed?: yes
* Had a dream that came true?: ya met James or at least in the same room and he was all there and beatiful... ahhh
* Broken the law?: yup
* Met a famous person?: *grin* yes indeed. James Marsters *swoon*
* Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: not that i know of .. why bring up evil stuff liek that
* On purpose?: no
* Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: ya but im stupid so stuff slips out
* Stolen anything?: yep
* Been on radio/tv?: yep... when i was little i was the background to the weather thing... it was crzy cuase a guy just came by my house when i was sledding with my brother and asked my mom if they could film us...it was creepy when we didnt know who it was and he just kinda got out of his truck thing.. iwas liek 5 creepy indeed
* Been in a mosh-pit?: yup
* Had a nervous breakdown?: yes
* Bungee jumped?: no
* Had a dream that kept coming back?: ya... hate that
Beliefs
* Believe in life on other planets?: suretently
* Miracles?: not so much
* Astrology?: sure... cancer.. ironic when you think about it
* Magic?: gotta believe in something
* God?: no
* Satan?: no but fun to be evil to the ones that do
* Santa?: im not 5 so not so much
* Ghosts?: ya
* Luck?: only the bad kind
* Love at first sight?: no, maybe at second or third... ya have to at least talk to them
* Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
* Witches?: yep
* Easter bunny?: no
* Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: no
* Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yes... i try to be optimistic
* Do you wish on stars?: wishing is for crazies... i gave up on that a long time ago
Deep Theological Questions
* Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
* Do you think God has a gender?: NO
* Do you believe in organized religion?: no its a cult
* Where do you think we go when we die?: dunno
Friends
* Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yup
* Who is your best friend?: plural, Colleen, Karisa, Kyle.
* Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Colleen
* What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: that breaking up with someone was the best idea
* Your favorite inside joke?: little hand
* Thing you're picked on most about?: ditzy, blonde, short, memory that doesn't exist.
* Who's your longest known friend?: Katie
* Talking to? noone... Colleen disappeared
* Newest?: Luke
* Sweetest?: Kyle
* Closest?: Colleen and Karisa
* Smartest?: Karisa
* Ditziest?: Karisa
* Friends you miss being close to the most?: Katie
* Last person you talked to online?: Colleen
* Who do you talk to most online?: Karisa
* Who are you on the phone with most?: Colleen/Karisa
* Who do you trust most?: Colleen/Karisa/Kyle
* Who listens to your problems?: I try not to tell people about it... to much to talk about
* Who do you fight most with?: noone..ihate fights
* Who's the nicest?: Kyle
* Who's the most outgoing?: Karisa
* Who's the best singer?:... who knows
* Who's on your shit-list?: Ashlee, everyone im not friends with
* Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yes
* Who's your second family?: prolly Colleen's im like her sister
* Do you always feel understood?: ha no
* Who's the loudest friend?: Jamie
* Do you trust others easily?: not so much... i learned aobut that one the hardway
* Who's house were you last at?: Colleens
* Do your friends know you?: the parts i show them...
* Friend that lives farthest away: Katie
Love and All That
* Do you consider love a mistake?: no.. it just happens
* What do you find romantic?: night... just the two of us
* Turn-on?: hotness, evilness, not to me just in general so like a badboy thing....
* Turn-off?:...uncofidence, evil to me, a person who changes constantly
* First kiss?:Jake a kid i was into for a long time
* If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating
you, how would you feel?: evil... cuase i wouldnt go out with him
* Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or
going: knowing
* Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for
a girl to ask a guy out: it pretty much is, but notreally
* Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone
physically unattractive: to some people... but not to me so no i guess not
* Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some say so but i feel like there liars.. kinda unsure
*What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they cheat
* What's the last present someone gave you?: Alittle stuffed bear
* Are you in love?: no...
Who Was the Last Person...
* That haunted you?: my self
* You wanted to kill?: brother.. he was drunk and wouldn't shut up when i was trying to watch a movie.. argh
* That you laughed at?: my mother... shes retarded..not actually just old and doesnt understand
* That laughed at you?: ... dont rightly remember
* That turned you on?: James.. he was singing
* That broke your heart?: Matt
* To disappoint you? Me
* To ask you out?: Kyle... jsut to prom.. so um
* To make you cry?: This damn book i was reading it was freakin angsty 2 people ive been reading aobut for like a over half my life in this series died
* To brighten up your day?: Colleen.... mmm billy idol
* That you thought about?: Colleen.. where did you go
* You saw a movie with?: Karisa and Colleen... and it was the advanced screening of Serenity! hell yeah!
* You talked to on the phone?: Colleen
* You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Colleen
* You saw?: My mum
* You lost?: Alex
Right This Moment...
* Are you going out?: not so much
* Will it be with your significant other?: not so much
* Or some random person?: again,not so much
* What are you wearing right now?: red sweatpants, blue long sleeve shirt... middle of summer i know but chilly basement
* Body part you're touching right now: my other fingers... my hand was in a fist when i read the question
* What are you worried about right now?: what i worry about all the time... evertyhign.. but mostly dissapointing a friend i havent seen since last summer
* What book are you reading?: The book of fours
* What's on your mousepad?: Crazy thing from my credit union
* Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: thirsty, worried, soar, bored, rueing i crossed you
* Are you bored?: ya
* Are you tired?: not really
* Are you talking to anyone online?: no
* Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
* Are you lonely or content?: lonely and content
* Are you listening to music?: yes a media player on shuffle is veryones friend
argh i did the long one it was ok... but it took a long time... and im chillier since i mentioned the chilliness of the basement dang quiz.... well off to read more fic i feel all accomplished for finishing this.. i need a reward of fic... hahha
- Mood:
I did it!! - Music:The Bravery
So im like randomly bored which is sad cuase really its laziness ya know looking up something to do and........ I dont think anyone reads this which actually makes it better cuase random quizzes no one wants to know the answeres to ..and people really shouldnt know the ansers to but hey here goes.. nothing
Actually i thought i was gonna put one on here but the only other one that i saw was insanely long adn i figured hey screw that really long stuff so instead im off to find fic adn if you want to find out my deep dark secrets look down there... ok so ya know further down the page im off..
Actually i thought i was gonna put one on here but the only other one that i saw was insanely long adn i figured hey screw that really long stuff so instead im off to find fic adn if you want to find out my deep dark secrets look down there... ok so ya know further down the page im off..
- Mood:
cause of James - Music:James Marsters -Patricia
Put an X if you've done them then send it to ur friends so they can learn more about u!
x = yes
/ = sort of
_ = no
(x) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(_) Kissed more than one person in a day
(_) Kissed more than two people in a day
(_) Created a myspace survey
(/) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
(_) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else
(_) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
(_) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food resturant
(x) Got caught for cheating on a test
(x) Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom
(x) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
(x) Worked in fast food
(x) Written a poem
(_) Randomly called people out of a phone book
(_) Been on a yacht
(_) own a yacht
(x) know what a yacht is
(x) Been called egotisctal
(x) Put bananas in your cheerios
(x) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
(x) Dated someone more than 2 years older than you
(x) Eaten frosting out of the original container
(_) Had a dream about a myspace friend ..
(x) Fallen in public
(x) Had your pants rip
(x) Recently had a PB&J sandwich
(_) Met your principals parents
(x) Killed an animal
(x) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(x) Wished you were an only child
(x) Used your friends razor with out them knowing?
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
(x) Worked for a family member
(x) Been told you were too young
(x) Made out in a car
(x) Screamed a vulgar or profane word in a crowd of people you didnt know
(_) Kissed a friend, then their best friend
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
(_) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
(x) Been cheated on
(_) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Hate to admit you are wrong
(x) Ridden on a shopping cart
(x) danced in a store
(_) Went into a store in socks
(_) Worn a tiara
(x) Been in a play
(_) Gone to church/synagogue more than 2 times in a week.
(x) O.D.ed on stuff in your medicine cabinet
(_) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(_) Made a movie
(x) Dressed "gothic"
(x) Been called "gothic"
(x) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
(_) Had a stalker
(_) Been to california
(_) Lived on a house boat
(x) Swam in clear blue water
(x) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
(_) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
(x) Made fish lips
(x) Hit on a waitress/waiter ..
(_) Taken pictures with a stranger
(_) Been to Busch Gardens
(x) Stayed in a hotel room with 3 other school mates
(x) Made a public speech
(_) Been on cable television
(_) Choreographed a dance
(x) Made a smoothie or milkshake
(x) Had fun at work/school
(/) Watched Desperate Housewives
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word. ..
(x) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD AFTER they were popular.
(x) Kept something from a past relationship (letters, flowers ect..)
(x) Given someone else flowers
(x) Taken a foreign language
(x) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
(x) Not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason--
x = yes
/ = sort of
_ = no
(x) Slept for more than 12 hours
(x) Missed a week of school or more
(x) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(_) Kissed more than one person in a day
(_) Kissed more than two people in a day
(_) Created a myspace survey
(/) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
(_) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else
(_) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
(_) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food resturant
(x) Got caught for cheating on a test
(x) Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom
(x) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
(x) Worked in fast food
(x) Written a poem
(_) Randomly called people out of a phone book
(_) Been on a yacht
(_) own a yacht
(x) know what a yacht is
(x) Been called egotisctal
(x) Put bananas in your cheerios
(x) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
(x) Dated someone more than 2 years older than you
(x) Eaten frosting out of the original container
(_) Had a dream about a myspace friend ..
(x) Fallen in public
(x) Had your pants rip
(x) Recently had a PB&J sandwich
(_) Met your principals parents
(x) Killed an animal
(x) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(x) Wished you were an only child
(x) Used your friends razor with out them knowing?
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
(x) Worked for a family member
(x) Been told you were too young
(x) Made out in a car
(x) Screamed a vulgar or profane word in a crowd of people you didnt know
(_) Kissed a friend, then their best friend
(x) Been to a concert.
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
(_) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
(x) Been cheated on
(_) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Hate to admit you are wrong
(x) Ridden on a shopping cart
(x) danced in a store
(_) Went into a store in socks
(_) Worn a tiara
(x) Been in a play
(_) Gone to church/synagogue more than 2 times in a week.
(x) O.D.ed on stuff in your medicine cabinet
(_) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(_) Made a movie
(x) Dressed "gothic"
(x) Been called "gothic"
(x) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
(_) Had a stalker
(_) Been to california
(_) Lived on a house boat
(x) Swam in clear blue water
(x) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
(_) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
(x) Made fish lips
(x) Hit on a waitress/waiter ..
(_) Taken pictures with a stranger
(_) Been to Busch Gardens
(x) Stayed in a hotel room with 3 other school mates
(x) Made a public speech
(_) Been on cable television
(_) Choreographed a dance
(x) Made a smoothie or milkshake
(x) Had fun at work/school
(/) Watched Desperate Housewives
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word. ..
(x) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD AFTER they were popular.
(x) Kept something from a past relationship (letters, flowers ect..)
(x) Given someone else flowers
(x) Taken a foreign language
(x) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
(x) Not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason--
- Mood:
blah - Music:Weezer
A - Age of 1st kiss: 13
B- Band you are listening to right now: Korn
C- Crush: Seth...Random guy i met that was beatiful and cant get out of my mind.. dorky i know
D- Dad’s name: Ken
E- Easiest person to talk to: Colleen, Karisa, Kyle...
F- Favorite ice cream(s): Rocky road.. had it for the first time... yum
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears? bears
H- Hometown: hell
I- Instruments: clarinet, and i took guitar lessons for like a week
J- Junior high: ....horrid... of course i dont actually know i blocked it out.. denial wooo
K- Kids: ...
L- Longest car ride ever: uh tossup between a few , Mn to Vegas.. or Seattle... or South Carolina who knows which one
M- Mom’s name: Linda
N- Nicknames: Xtina, Stina, Tina, Chris
O- One wish: James and me... ya or not to be me
P- Phobia[s]: being alone
Q- Quote: I'm a leaf on the wind... watch how i soar.
R- Reason to smile: Jossverse, Friends, James, tongue pierceage,
S- Song you sang last: Idiot Walk... the hives...
T- Time you woke up today: 9.. damn family.
U- Unknown fact about me: horrid but i almost choked and died on my moms birthday.. i really couldnt think of anything this was a really tough question
V- Vegetable(s) you hate:cauliflower.. sick
W- Worst habit: bite my nails
X- X-rays you’ve had: none
Y- Your favorite person as of right now? Joss whedon
Z- Zodiac sign: Cancer
B- Band you are listening to right now: Korn
C- Crush: Seth...Random guy i met that was beatiful and cant get out of my mind.. dorky i know
D- Dad’s name: Ken
E- Easiest person to talk to: Colleen, Karisa, Kyle...
F- Favorite ice cream(s): Rocky road.. had it for the first time... yum
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears? bears
H- Hometown: hell
I- Instruments: clarinet, and i took guitar lessons for like a week
J- Junior high: ....horrid... of course i dont actually know i blocked it out.. denial wooo
K- Kids: ...
L- Longest car ride ever: uh tossup between a few , Mn to Vegas.. or Seattle... or South Carolina who knows which one
M- Mom’s name: Linda
N- Nicknames: Xtina, Stina, Tina, Chris
O- One wish: James and me... ya or not to be me
P- Phobia[s]: being alone
Q- Quote: I'm a leaf on the wind... watch how i soar.
R- Reason to smile: Jossverse, Friends, James, tongue pierceage,
S- Song you sang last: Idiot Walk... the hives...
T- Time you woke up today: 9.. damn family.
U- Unknown fact about me: horrid but i almost choked and died on my moms birthday.. i really couldnt think of anything this was a really tough question
V- Vegetable(s) you hate:cauliflower.. sick
W- Worst habit: bite my nails
X- X-rays you’ve had: none
Y- Your favorite person as of right now? Joss whedon
Z- Zodiac sign: Cancer
- Mood:
blank - Music:Korn
http://buffy.nu/article.php3?id_art icle=10242
so color me giddy at buffy.nu there was a whole bunch of stuff on james and i havent been on in forever since ive been in vegas and still am. seeing stuff on james is always good there was pics... and a video ..hahah guess whos gonna watch that right when she gets back... yes me... ah giddiness wel just had to put that down in case i get on next time and its ummm not there and im to dumb to look... yes quite.. hes so pretty... so very very delicious... yes.... and im gone
so color me giddy at buffy.nu there was a whole bunch of stuff on james and i havent been on in forever since ive been in vegas and still am. seeing stuff on james is always good there was pics... and a video ..hahah guess whos gonna watch that right when she gets back... yes me... ah giddiness wel just had to put that down in case i get on next time and its ummm not there and im to dumb to look... yes quite.. hes so pretty... so very very delicious... yes.... and im gone
- Mood:
ecstatic
So ficjunkie said *cough*forced*cough* that I should get one of these thingys and i was like well i have nothing to say but then i got bored and cut into my nice fic reading time to post this wonderful... post. Well might as well put something semi interesting on here. I get to see an advanced screening of Serenity in 3 days, picture me giddy. OK if you don't know which you should its the movie of the show firefly and i'm a huge dork and have already seen it at the 2nd advanced screening they had, but i cant help but be giddy. ya see huge dork, since this is done and shiny, have a good day or night since as the case may be its almost midnight which wouuld qualify it as night but either way.... xtina
- Mood:
crazy - Music:shuffle...but at the moment Weezer
